What is special about you 🦄 | your purpose | pick a pile – YouTube Dictation Transcript & Vocabulary

1.welcome back to my channel strawberries I'm [ __ ] excited for this reading because this is like I feel like this might help a lot of people yeah so this reading is what makes you special like this is kind of a purpose-based reading what are you meant to show others what are you meant to teach others what are you here to do and actually how I'm going to have you guys pick a pile have my Mystic Martian deck and I just pulled three specific cards for each pile and I'm going to cover up the name and you guys are just going to see the actual card and see which one you resonate the most with first if you would like to book a personal reading with me I offer oneon-one personal readings these are FaceTime sessions anywhere from 30 minute sessions to 45 minute sessions and I offer many different options of what kind of reading you'd like I also offer recorded readings and is where you can get a 10minute video or a 30 to 45 minute personalized YouTube video just for you regarding whichever 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three okay if you chose this card then this is your reading you chose the Mera I already got so many messages just from this card before I even start pulling you are spiritual as [ __ ] like whoever you are even if you were born into a family that isn't spiritual or you were born into like something that enforces religion this card is symbolistic of Judaism so you could be Jewish as well only take that if it resonates but there's something here about you ultimately having a just immense spiritual knowledge through your body so this card also represents interdimensional travel so you could have lucid dreams you could be somebody that is meant to experience a lot of lessons through your dreams through your body and ultimately just have a lot of spiritual experiences through what it is that you feel on a day-to-day basis so you are somebody that feels deeply deeply I mean like some people probably misunderstand the depth of what you feel or how you feel because they just genuinely don't feel as deep as you so this is definitely something I'm going to obviously get deeper into this that you're meant to like catapult it feels like you're supposed to help other people get to the same level of depth or understanding that you have concerning what you feel in Life or how life makes you feel okay I'm actually going to continue this with the Mystic martians water is the next card out you're meant to be an emotional teacher in some way this is coming through really loud here so the merkaba is also number 33 water is obviously about your emotions and reflection so there is a really loud energy here that you are somebody that has maybe even experienced really really deep pain I'm getting that really strongly here especially with the red this is pain that connects to Safety and Security so you could have actually experienced very hard life circumstances or I'm also getting the message that if you are currently experiencing life circumstances you are meant to transform these circumstances from an emotional space to elevate to show others that they can do the same thing so it's like from this example of understanding life from an energ itic and multi-dimensional perception right so if you understand and you look at everything from okay this is how I feel and how I feel and what I believe from what I feel is manifesting my reality so how can I process my emotions and ask myself what is my external reality reflecting in my internal reality right now how can I process that how can I learn from that and then how can I take action to shift that so that is something that you're actually meant to do is you're meant to go deep within your emotional process and actually use emotions in a way that benefits your reality in a physical way to prove the benefit of emotional processing so you could be I really resonate with this as well you could be somebody that is like you see the benefit of processing emotions you see the benefit of what it is to actually understand how you feel and look at life and manifestation from an emotional perspective when others may stay on the surface so you recognize the depth and this is something that you're actually meant to show others so it's like your physical life is going to transform by your level of emotional processing to prove to others that it does something yeah this is like uh and then manifestation that's what I'm saying you're meant to manifest something really big in this world here in this reality in this lifetime whoa that was like three really big words that I just said there this is number 10 as well here so this is about visions manifesting and reality so there's a huge with these mirroring each other there's a really big Vibe here that you are actually somebody that whatever you think about comes true whatever you manifest comes true and this is because of the emotional Consciousness that you vibrate on third eye is also a card not only about manifesting but it's also about perception like you have a perspective that other people don't see so it's like if somebody could feel something and they're like oh this sucks your perspective is like oh this is something that can benefit you and transform the way that you think it's like you can use something some emotion whatever it is you can use something you feel some kind of what is happening right now it's like you can use some kind of emotion or how you feel whether that's positive or negative and transmute that into something that turns your reality positive so it's actually like the way that you see emotions and the way that you've used emotions to benefit you is something that you're meant to share with others so this could be you like maybe you study psychology maybe you want to be a therapist um like there is something here about you doing emotional work whether that's through spirituality whether that's through just sharing your emotions whether that's through you know counseling whatever it is but there is something here about you me you're meant to share your emotions I'm cutting it to love that's what I mean like you have an unconditionally loving perspective and then I'm literally cutting it then to on the top is adversity I accept that challenges are the best way to learn like there's something here about you recognizing the benefit of Love unconditional love which unconditional love is processing your emotions you know loving your self Through The Dark Through the light through the um bad through the good so there is something here about how much you unconditionally show up for yourself is meant to show others how you can transmute something dark into something light through intellectual like you are smart whoever I'm talking to you're really smart with emotions you're are emotionally intelligent the Mera is being clarified now with happiness if you notice here happiness has dolphins on it it's also green green which is the heart chakra energy I'm literally wearing green um so there's blue and green here look at all this blue and green which is heart and throat which is your emotions your soul who you are as a as a soul and then communication self-expression so this is literally like you are meant to communicate about emotions there's something here about like how you perceive emotions what you say about emotions that is something that you're meant to communicate is your perspective on emotions and your idea of what health emotional processing looks like you're smart though whoever you are you're really smart bro I love that okay clarify this next one here yeah you're somebody that like you consistently can transform through anything negative like you are unstoppable whoever I'm talking to it's like you could go through the darkest time in your life and because you know this is what you're meant to show others it's like if you know to be there for yourself in any kind of dark emotion there's literally nothing that can stop you because what people are afraid of in physically um demanding situations is emotional difficulty that's what they're afraid of they're afraid of the fear they're going to experience or the hurt or the pain and you know how to deal with that in any circumstance so you're literally Unstoppable because it's like well I know that if I get into a breakup or if I go through this or I go through that it's fine because I know how to process my emotions and transmute that like nothing can stop me if I know how to use every negative situation and transmute that into something positive so that is actually something you're meant to show others just like I said previous as with the red energy like you could have gone through something really really traumatic concerning your root chakra so this is like Financial struggles um relationship struggles getting emotionally invalidated not maybe being homeless maybe not having food maybe having really parental wounds but this is actually something where you're like well yeah but that doesn't affect me if I know how to heal it so then water is clarifying with pride this is literally showing me that what you're meant to show others is that emotions are nothing to be embarrassed about like you should have pride over the fact that you're a human and that you can feel your feelings that is something that you're meant to show others so this is literally like emotion with pride is like yeah yeah I sat and cried about it yeah I did sit and I cried about it and now I manifested more money yeah I did sit sit and cried about it and then I took action after that and now my life is thriving so it's just this energy of you showing others like yes I did something that other people view as weak or view as low vibrational and my life is now amazing and thriving so it's there's an energy here of you being like prideful or meant to be prideful about how it is that you process your emotions so if this is a fear that you have like you're afraid of speaking up you're afraid of getting invalidated you're afraid of other people's perspectives on how it is that you process or your perspective on emotions you're actually meant to work through this and shift it and being like okay well I'm not going to take advice from you because look at my life and look at yours like you're going to judge me for sitting and processing my emotions when look at where that has taken me you know like I'm proud of how I'm living my life because look at where it's taking me so that's coming through really loud here you're a deep deep deep healer this is like deep [ __ ] and then Communications coming through third house look at that guys okay it's not focusing but Communications bro see you're meant to communicate this you're meant to be somebody that is maybe you're meant to be a writer you could maybe feel like you're meant to write a book um therapy counseling maybe you're meant to be a speaker you could also communication could also be an influencer as well and then solar calm clarifying happiness you are actually helping people transmute how they take action on emotion that's specifically the balance here so Mars is clarifying water and Mars is the planet of like how you deal with your conflict essentially so how you deal with difficult emotions that is literally your Mars so with that being clarified with water here there's something here about you showing others a new way or A New Path on how to deal with difficult emotion that actually puts them in action so like the Mars you'll notice here there's like a they're holding a knife you know you know that knife where it's like can you pull it out like is is the person going to be able to pull it out of the rock that's the energy it's like you're teaching everybody to be strong enough to like pull that sword out and use it for themselves self note I'm seeing as well you could have work through a lot of past life challenges and this is something that you're actually meant to help other people that have similar struggles and then fourth house coming through which is cancer Mercury coming through which is the mind and communication that's what I mean you are whoever this pile is you're meant to be loud and communicate you're meant to be seen in some way so if you have any kind of fears this reading is definitely giving you a push to go out of your comfort zone whether this is like writing a book you know or starting to post or starting to share your thoughts or share your feelings more often even if this is just in your community like talking to people more often being more open because this is actually helping you step into your purpose here this is you're you're meant to shake things up like some people are not going to agree with the way that you perceive your emotions or the way that you show up for yourself but that's actually supposed to give you more courage to be more prideful in what it is that you do and how you do it knowing where it's taking you or where it's already have taken you okay woo oh my God that was pile number number one Let Me Clear My spread and we'll get to pile number two if you chose this card then this is your reading we have the Galactic Federation here I already pulled a spread holy [ __ ] [ __ ] I'm like not even kidding you how intense this energy is you are like a walking spirit guide on Earth that's literally the energy that I'm getting so from this other deck that I felt called to pull here it's called Lost Oracle you not only in this life time but multiple past lives you have been through it all like I would not be surprised if you are somebody who is comfortable with True Crime like maybe you're interested in like watching really [ __ ] up things you're fine with blood like you're fine with um dark things you also have a light side as well but it's like you are like the high priestess like you're fully comfortable in the subconscious and you're also fully comfortable in like the light loving energy so with that being said the energy that I'm getting of you being like a [ __ ] walking spirit guide is that you've done this [ __ ] a million times you have literally done this [ __ ] a million times so if you right now have lived a extremely hard life right like there maybe has been emotional and physical challenges that have just weighed you down in this lifetime it's because your soul was literally like yeah I've done this a million times easy I can [ __ ] do this like you have so much wisdom you have so so much wisdom like it obviously as a human it's like oh my god what the [ __ ] did I sign up for like this literally sucks but your soul is like easy piece of cake I've literally done this million times I've learned this lesson a [ __ ] trillion billion times so you're somebody that learns to fly before you know how to crawl that's literally the vibe like you are consistently either throwing yourself into situations that are extremely difficult or you are being put in situations that are ex difficult when you have no preparation and you just learn to adapt so easily so something that you are meant to know and your purpose is that the amount of times that you have lived a difficult life or learned difficult lessons or have carried wisdom for others you are meant to be successful in whatever you choose to do in this lifetime and I would not be surprised if you're meant to do more than one thing so the Galactic Federation here this card um what this is giving me what this whole spread is giving me is that you are not meant to be like this isn't giving me one-on-one work like this is giving me I'm going to be a dancer I'm going to be a singer I'm going to be um an artist I'm going to be this and this and this and this and this whatever you're doing is independent for you but because it's independent for you it's reaching thousands and or millions and hund so many people like there's so many people that are meant to see what it is that you do or what your craft is whether that's one thing or or whether that's five things and people are going to benefit and be inspired from what you're doing for yourself so this like I said this isn't giving me one-on-one work this is giving me inspiration to many by doing something you love so if you think of like Sabrina Carpenter or something like she's not working oneon-one with people she's writing music from her soul from what she has experience and that is inspiring millions of people like that's the kind of energy that I'm getting here so also with this though you can transform into anything and anybody because you have literally lived a million [ __ ] lifetimes like that's literally the vibe also you are somebody that is meant to show people the amount of support that you can give to yourself so this could be a painful lesson maybe you're still going through the painful part it will get easier if you are but clarifying the Crone which is this is a lonely card like this is a very lonely card this is about having to carry lifetimes of wisdom on your own because of how much you've been through because of how much you know and this card it's kind of hard to match the amount of knowledge that this card has like it's it's maybe you maybe have had a lonely Journey like you don't normally meet people that resonate with your mindset this is being clarified with your imaginary friend you are your best friend you are the person that comforts you you are the person that mothers you that fathers you that loves you that supports you that validates you like you are everything for yourself and I can see that very clearly and there may be some pain lingering on some loneliness that you feel but this is something that you are meant to transmute through your career all right so whether this is writing journaling singing vlogging um interior design you know like modeling whatever it is like you are meant to channel this energy of feeling alone into opportunities of business these opportunities of business are going to bring you towards like-minded people because you're coming from an empowered space so although you have so much wisdom something that you struggle with being the Galactic Federation is finding others that are like you but that's because others that are like you are extremely successful so this is literally giving me the vibe that you are you're not necessarily going to meet a ton of like Soul loving intense Soul family until you are like high up in fame or in like whatever craft you're meant to be doing that is where you're going to meet the people that are like you because the people that are like you are highly Advanced so that's like I help you understand what I'm saying or it's like the chances of you like meeting uh another like famous singer and becoming friends with them is pretty low unless you're also a famous singer you know so it's like you're going to reach that person you're going to reach the level of meeting people on that level when you are on that level so you could be going through a huge um transformation right now when it comes to going through depression or sadness or transformation and actually finding a way to transmute that into something that you're passionate about so again there's not one specific career path for this pile there is absolutely not one you could do five different career paths if you wanted to like you are this card is coming out you are unlike anyone else your contradictions and complexities are interesting you are so unique like oh my God this card kind of looks like me okay you're literally so unique like so [ __ ] unique and the amount of safety that you've learned to bring to yourself is something that you're meant to hold your standard to on what the safety brings to you concerning what it is that you pursue okay like this is really really heavy and loud you're meant to pursue something that brings you the sense of safety that you have brought yourself so if you are doing anything or pursuing anything that doesn't make you feel passionate let it go and try something else try something else because there's something like waiting for you that is going to give you an opportunity but you have to choose this okay with you being like the Crone like you have to choose this you have to choose this for yourself knowing that is going to take you somewhere okay I'm going to clarify with my AST astrology deck this pile is insane like the energy I'm getting from this is like electric like I wouldn't be surprised you're you're meant to be like famous in some way Aquarius [ __ ] Aquarius Aquarius literally being the card about Community collaboration clarifying the Galactic Federation see you're you're meant to not be alone you're meant to not do it alone but you have had to do it alone because like I said the people that you're going to do it with are up here so you need to reach you need to stay alone for a littleit B longer and reach that point and then that's when you're going to like find your community okayo oh my gosh see but that's also the energy of authenticity you know Aquarius is extremely authentic and extremely um unique so find what is unique about you what is weird about you and lean into that okay whether this is a different kind of art style that you have a different music style um a different type of dance a different type like there's something different about you about your mindset about what you say what you think how you feel that you meant to transmute into something seventh house coming through with which is relationships brother raccoon this tells me that right now with Venus retrograde you could be going through a really big tower moment concerning like maybe releasing old friends releasing other people like realizing what it is that you deserve or maybe even certain patterns that have been keeping you stuck in your relationship ships so you can like realign to this Crone energy in a way that benefits you rather than it being in a way that's hyper independent so maybe you're working through hyper Independence here as well send it out please yeah you're going to be you're going to get an opportunity once you start to go into this transformation Mercury you are unlike anyone else is being clarified by Mercury see this is something about the way that you think and the way that you speak so there this is like a self-expression the way that you express yourself is supposed to be special so if you really like style or fashion maybe get into modeling if you really love singing uh start singing start writing music yeah the Crone is being clarified by the moon that's what I mean here so there's a perception about loneliness that's currently shifting for you and this is what I'm saying it's it's actually causing you to lean into being more supported within Community okay so right now like I said it actually feels like something you're being called to do is leaning on other people when it comes to creating something that you want to create okay so leaning on the knowledge and the wisdom that you have for yourself but also allowing yourself to be supported in certain ways so this could be like like going to a if you want to be an actor like go to an acting class and if you don't super resonate with the people that's fine but you're also getting something from that like you're getting Community you're getting people that are doing the same thing but you know the knowledge that you know you have the knowledge that you have like there is a really big energy here that you're actually meant to collaborate with others and this could be something that's really scary for you it feels like there's a fear of being invalidated concerning the amount of knowledge that you know or the amount of wisdom you have have like you could get underestimated a lot and going into a craft that you're passionate about gives you the opportunity for others to maybe invalidate what it is that you believe about yourself like if you believe you're meant to be special or you believe you're meant to be um in the public eye that's something that you're actually being asked to keep to yourself and keep that protected you know it's something that you know something that you feel doesn't matter what other people think so just go into the experience and have fun knowing in your heart that you're meant to go further than that but that isn't something that it's it's something your guides want you to protect like keep it sacred cuz I do feel like this pile knows you probably know that you're meant to be seen yeah see this is this is realigning balance this is why you're being asked to go into connections is because you've been hyper independent the Libra is coming out with debilitated on your imaginary friend this is literally telling me that you've been alone for too long you've done it alone for too too long so like I said I I don't feel like this there are going to be short lived connections that help you elevate to the space where you meet your soul family but they're wanting you to maintain the amount of Independence that you've given to yourself and lean on these other people as stepping stones okay that's the energy here like you don't have to perceive every connection to be longterm because there is a of like getting abandoned or getting invalidated but if you know that the connection that you're getting into doesn't need to be longterm then you know that it's okay if you get invalidated it's okay if they abandon you because you were never initially expecting the connection to be longterm in the first place so definitely release expectation of long-term connections and let this happen naturally when it comes to you pursuing your career okay that's something that's really loud this with how much wisdom you have I just feel like this is a pile that like you're going to experience like maybe some some connections that are going to test you um like people that are maybe jealous people that have like subconscious evil eye just because like you are you have a famous Soul like that's literally it with the Galactic Federation and they C like you have a famous Soul like your soul is like yeah like I'm meant to be famous like I've seen somebody astrologically read like Charlie demilio's chart and they're like yeah like this girl's destined to be famous you know like it that's the kind kind of energy that I'm getting okay yeah so make sure you're protecting yourself but you're not protecting yourself so much that you're avoiding any kind of connections okay woo that was pile number two Let Me Clear My like let's get to pile number three oh my God that was so intense if you chose this deck or this card then this is your reading and this is pleadian what's up my pleadian queens or Kings I am totally plant so I was so happy to see that card come out the message that I got with this is so good guys so good so I first just have to say cadians resonate with Taurus energy and they also resonate with the number four also 16 is the card we have it mirroring another 16 card and then we also have number six so maybe some of you are 16 years old maybe 16 years old was a significant time in your life when it comes to the lessons that I'm about to talk about out or the number six is just really significant for you so take that how it resonates six is also the house of Virgo so maybe Virgo is significant or Gemini could be significant cuz sixth month is June so take any of that if it resonates but pleadian is about laughter unconditional love emotional intelligence but it very much reminds me of like Libra and Taurus energy which is Venus ruled so pleadians are very much people that they just want a small community they don't want ego fights they don't want conflict they just want peace and love and Enlightenment like that is the kind of energy that they want with that being said you could have been somebody that came into this world with that mindset right you are just like I just want to have fun like I just want to have fun but then you have other people around you that they don't want to have fun they want to argue they want to fight they want to bring you down they want to belittle you so with this being said you are somebody you are so hard on yourself you are so [ __ ] hard on yourself I can literally feel it this Enlightenment card like look at the you are the sun you are literally the sun sorry about my cat right now in the litter box you are literally the Sun and what you're meant to do in this lifetime is to actually transmute the amount of pain that you've felt from others and turn turn that into gratification towards yourself so in this lifetime you are meant to live you're meant to live and you're meant to get over the barrier of your own [ __ ] mind and just [ __ ] live that is literally the energy that I get for you so we have admiration coming out and this is being clarified with run wild like these cards together is so loud to me so right now you especially in past lives um maybe even in this current lifetime have a mindset of like I have to work hard I need to push forward I need to create a big business I need to suffer for My Success like there's just this like go-getter like Capricorn energy like let's go let's go let's go and that's not what you're meant to do in this lifetime you've done that before you've probably helped many people in the past like this is something you've already done what you're meant to do in this lifetime is just live and breathe and enjoy life so if you're deciding between two career paths like one of them is like content creation and dancing and fun and one of them is like being a lawyer like you're meant to choose this one in this lifetime like you're meant to choose what is like fun and free and flowing and um bringing you Enlightenment transformation so it's like you struggle though with this side of you that believes that you're not going to be successful if you choose Joy or if you choose love because of the conditioning that you've had throughout your lifetime so there's something that you're actually being asked to let go of and I see in this card this is let it Let It Go she's laying in a bed of flowers and she looks dead from being honest she looks dead so it's almost like there's quite literally a version of you that was created from trauma from pain from bullying from invalidation that is currently dying for you to choose something that is actually enlightening for your soul because what you've been choosing in the past isn't enlightening and it's coming from a space of conditioning so the way that you're meant to work through this is by reflecting on what makes you happy and running wild towards that literally like what do I want to do and how can I just fully Go full throttle and just run just run in the wind run to that reality cuz that is what you're meant to do in this life time how this is actually meant to benefit others is it maybe you're a Libra Rising um maybe you have strong Libra in your chart or Taurus as well like um Venus maybe your chart is Venus ruled but you are literally meant to show people people that life doesn't have to be that serious that's literally what you're meant to show others and but honestly recognize that you can't show others that if you have a perspective that life is serious you have the Consciousness and the Enlightenment and the soul and the brightness to lean on this perspective you have that Consciousness in you already you just have to lean on it some people don't have it you know some people are like okay I actually have to develop I have to be like how can I be positive about this how can I like shine my light you are already have this bright light inside of you but you're constantly dimming it with your own thoughts so it's like release this get rid of this and shine CU your soul is already there so you're meant to show other people how they can do that same thing right like how they can recognize their own worth how they can release negative thoughts how they can Embrace running wild and Release Control like you're not meant to be a controlled soul in this lifetime you're meant to be free unconditionally loving playful have fun your soul literally I feel feel like your soul signed up in this lifetime and they were like we're going to have fun this we're going to have fun [ __ ] like we're going to have fun in this [ __ ] lifetime so especially if you feel like again with career path careers coming through like if you wanted to be an influencer or you want to be like a singer dancer like there's this is definitely a Creative Energy so your soul is like yeah I'm going to [ __ ] move my body like it's giving me such alien Vib it's like I'm going to like move my body and inspire people like yeah that's literally the vibe it's giving me I love this energy okay let me keep going here a lot of this comes from your inner child though I just have to say that like anything about self-doubt comes from your inner child cuz I felt called to use my inner child deck here clarifying this section so let's see what else comes through the Empress is coming through creative and then with the page of Wands on the bottom look at even she has her [ __ ] space buns this this is literally your energy see how there's like this mature energy of like I receive I can relax I feel safe I know what I create is going to be successful and there's also this energy where it's like let's [ __ ] do it woo let's go so oh this actually reminds me I'm feeling called to share this with you guys I had a dream the other day where I was like I I live in Bali right and then I was also in New York as well like I had some type of like job opportunity for school or something and in the dream I was like I can't believe I live in Bali and I got accepted into the school in New York and when I was processing that dream it was like giving me this realization that I can have fun and be playful and have this like Island life and Bali and I can also have this other version of me and the other side of me that's like successful and driven and focused so there's something something here about you implementing both sides like the playfulness that your inner child has with maturity and groundedness so but it's like one or the other is not good for you you're not meant to like just be mature and successful and you're not meant to just be playful and sporadic you're meant to have a balance of both so that's something that you're currently navigating in your life seven of Pentacles is coming through so it's like this is something you're navigating like this is new for you if you're watching this bro I literally knew [ __ ] like this was going to come out 10 of Pentacles just coming through this what this is giving me with the admiration card is not only is this saying like the more you admire what your life is or you're like oh my God like dancing that's so cool like singing is so cool like oh my God I love this woo like the more you're in that energy the more abundance you attract the more you're noticing like the beauty in life the more you're attracting that beauty to come into your reality especially being Venus ruled if that's something that is in your chart and then I'm cutting into the Ace of Pentacles as I say that like you're you're somebody you're meant to have a lot of money especially if you have like cancer Capricorn those are big money signs maybe you have a lot of cardinal energy in your chart which is Aries Capricorn Cancer and Libra um see you're definitely me nine of Pentacles you're meant to have a lot of money in this lifetime so see but the the run wild energy to me clarifying with the Knight of Pentacles especially with the peacock like peacocks are beautiful you know you see a peacock and you're like wo that's so beautiful you are somebody that's meant to be beautiful and live life and beautiful doesn't have to be surface level okay I'm not just talking about what you look like I'm talking about how you feel about yourself and the amount of admiration and joy that you're expressing on a day-to-day basis that is beautiful a flower every single flower is beautiful because they're different in their own way and a flower doesn't ask to be seen so there's something about you independently saying this feels good and I'm going to go towards this there's no judgment on oh that maybe isn't a good idea that actually I don't think you should do that like oh I don't think that's going to be successful that's what the nine of Pentacles to me is giving is you're meant to be independently going in this into this world like a New Soul like a free Soul where like you just came onto Earth and you don't know the rules and you have no ego conditioning that is how you're meant to be living in this lifetime where you're like oh my God I I could like post videos online and have people see like that's [ __ ] cool as [ __ ] like you're not thinking about doubts you're not thinking about um fears like you're just straight up like that's [ __ ] cool that's the energy that your guides were wanting you to embody and release this inner conflict that you have I just saw a white bird I don't know what it was but I have not seen a lot of white birds out here that was really loud and then the nine of Cups and look at this [ __ ] card this is so beautiful oh my God the world remains on the bottom here okay and this is on the card with Let It Go so this is confirming that right now what you're meant to be doing right now is literally Letting Go fears and doubts that you have so I would just say recognize what do I want what fears and doubts do I have about that and how can I choose to contradict that whether that's affirmations whether that's validating yourself whether that's processing emotions around those fears and how can I take action to disprove them so if I'm afraid that doing this or doing this or doing this is going to cause this this this then let me do it anyway and prove to myself that that's not true prove to myself that I am the sun prove to myself that I am going to attract positive experiences prove to myself that I am meant to just shine and have fun and prove to myself that it's going to be okay if I choose to do that that is what this pile is giving me but it just feels like you're at an infancy stage when it comes to this lesson so be gentle with yourself but don't let your fears control your actions okay just recognize that this is something you're meant to work through and fight through in this lifetime because you're meant to just be having fun like you're meant to be a creative expressive soul that has fun and you may have some doubts and fears from your childhood that are stopping you from doing that so recognize that that was just your childhood and you're in a different space now babe okay woo that was pile number three oh my [ __ ] guys oh my God that was literally like so fun that was literally so fun to do please don't forget to 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