(Vietsub) Rosé Tiết Lộ Về Khoảng Thời Gian Khó Khăn Nhất Trong Sự Nghiệp – YouTube Dictation Transcript & Vocabulary

1.well that's my question actually is is when the last Blackpink tour came to its natural conclusion did you feel any pressure from outside of yourself to make a solo album was there even a reality where you wouldn't dive into the studio and make your proper fulllength debut first I felt pressured to be honest yeah um we were kind of coming off of the the yearong tour and um you know us as Blackpink as mature as we are we got together and decided well let's promise ourselves a good year to be inspired you know we've we've worked so hard for the p past eight years and we've done I honestly believe we've done so well and I'm so proud but you know we we all you know got together and just promised ourselves a a good year to work on our solo stuff and um the first thing that happened was anxiety because you know I got I was privileged to have this one year in my hands to do whatever I wanted with it but I wanted it to be the right decision and it had to it had to feel right and I was getting anxiety like from the get-go i think I had anxiety all through now I'm kind of excited but um and so yeah at the beginning it started like that uh but self-imposed pressure though a sense of like what if I don't find it yes and what if I don't believe in it what if I don't feel it yes that's the biggest fear I think I had i think doing it like there were so many opportunities i'm I'm so grateful for that but what if I don't believe in my thing and what if I'm in a place where I'm having to do things that I don't feel like it's me yeah because everyone says it's good enough and you know it's not yeah and I wanted to be truthful right and so but I just went "Okay I'm just going to start it." Like I have not really ever been in like the building process of an album before but you know a start is everything as they say so let's start starting and ending starting and ending everything in the middle is is a joy and you can do it with in front of nobody if you really want to but you got to start it you got to make a commitment to yourself and then you got to be able to finish it yeah so I I I threw myself in and I remember telling um my coowriters and producers I was like I am so anxious they're like why are you so anxious and they were they have guided me through this process so much and I'm so grateful um but I remember walking out of like the first few sessions being like like I'm actually surprised i think I might be able like I think this proves to myself no one else just to myself that I might be able to just work at this and and then my friends and family started supporting me when I was like and I was still shy about it i was like I wrote this song with a few people and they'd be like Rosie you should build this up and I doubted myself even still but they were like just do it just go at it just go back to LA just fly back book the hotel get an Airbnb just go and do it and I did it and I stuck to it for a few months a few months led to like like two months led to three months four or five and then in the middle of it I found a label and I I made sure I made decisions the way I felt like it was right and then here I am today congratulations thank you i mean we can't take it for granted that just because you're in a successful collaborative experience with your friends and you had you have had enormous success i think we see that and we equate that to confidence but you're right it's different when you've got to find your own voice and figure out also having a voice that you've got to be collaborative in a band right you got to figure out when do I turn my voice on and when do I turn it off or turn it down or be a part of the group and so did you when at what point in this process did you find a different power or a different feeling in your voice that you hadn't been able to really use for a long time if at all i think at the very beginning it was still a little hard because again I like I said I was kind of pushing through confidence like I had people in the room who like they probably listen to good music all the time and and record amazing musicians all the time so I had a little bit of confidence to push through but then by the time it was like backto-back sessions and I was like building on songs that felt personal to me and when I started expressing these things and creating within that world I think I started pushing through and I mean I can't pinpoint point what song cuz there's also a lot of songs that I've dropped